Rabu, 12 Oktober 2011

My dream

Wee, semalem mimpiku bner" mnentramkan, such a wonderfull dream that i ever felt. Begin with slah satu inspiratorku, called C'angel. Di situ C'angel sakit entah karena ap jg, dia pingsan di suatu tmpat les. Nah di situ ak brpera sbg anal les baru. Dennan gaya gue, gue masuk ke tmpat les it dan disambut dgn pemandanga nga enak, ad cwek pingsan. Denan segera gue tnya e salah satu tmennya "wat happen to her?", dia yg trnyata N'angel *critany mantan pacar gue* jawab my question smbil trus ngliatin gue. "Dia pingsan habis makan ini *sambil nunjukin makanan* Tanpa trsadar gue lgsung bilang," oh god, thats poisson, let's take she in the chair." dengan cekatan gue lgsung gendong cwe yg pingsan td. Gue bawa dia ke ruangan sbelah dimana ad sofa yg bisa gue pake utk ngebarigin cwe yg pingsan td. Wktu nglewatin pintu, N'angel diem di situ *dgn mata brkaca", seakan dia bilang knp Edmund *gue* baru come back sekarang, demi bkin dia tenang dan prcaya bhwa gue ninggalin dia bukan tnpa alesan, ak cium bibirnya for awhile, and i can feel she will be better*. Setelah adegan it, gue nglanjutin peran gue sebgai doeter dadakan. Gue baringin cwe yg pingsan td, dan gue lgsung nyuba nyobek lehernya *entah knp, di situ critnya racunnya udh bner" nyear le tubuhnya" dn dngan sigap ak nyedot racun dri tubuhnya sedikit demi sedikit dgn dibantu suatu power that i neer had..haha* habis yakin klo the poissone had been gone, i ask my N'angel, *N, bisa tlong ambilin tasku?" dia jwb "em" *lya biasanyasuaranya hlus bgt wlau cm dlm satu pasg huruf, ah she really ha the angel voice*. Sbelum N'angel balkin badannya utk ngambil tas gue, disitu udh ad cwe lg dateng *dia jg tmennya cwe yg pingsan* dia dteng smbil bawain apa yg gue butuhin *peralatan operasi, wlau gue jg bukan dokter* tnpa basa baiblg, gue rebut that stuff dan lgsung gue pakai utk nutup bekas sobekan gue di leher cwe yg keracunan td. Selama jahit lukanya, gue noleh sekali ke cwe yg ngasih pralatan bedah td, and I'm sure tat was my best inspiration D'angel!! Tnpa bisa brkomentar apa" gue trus nglanjutin operasi gila itu. Stelah kira" 10 mnit, smua aksi gila gue slesai, dan gue lgsung bawa cwe keracunan alias C'angel naik mobil, and i drive it. N'angel duduk di kursi dpan, dn D'angel nmenin C'angel. Yg jlas ak ninggalin mrktlah bayar smua biaya perawatan dan besoknya lg ak dateng. Ak buka pintu kamar pasien, dari sela pintu gue udh bis liat di situ ad N'angel dan D'agel yg setia nmenin tennya yg sakitang lg sakit. Dan lbih ngjutin lg, trnyata C'angel udh bangun. Tnpa ragu fue lngkahin kaki k kamar it, prtama gue ngumbar senyum, dan semua mata cwe trtuju ke gue. Dengan sigap *sbnernya krn gugup* gue dekein ranjang C'angel abd i ask, "km udh baikan?", dgne snyum yg bner" mnawan, dia jwb prtnyaan gue, "udh kok..:), mksih ya km udh nylametin nyawaku", gue nga jwv ppnjang, "syokur deh kalo udh ngga papa :)". Di situ gue ngomong ckup bnyak sm C'angel krn sbbarnya gue udh kenal dia *cm di situ dia sm skali ngga knal gue*. Trus ak ngluarin makanan ribngan yg serau gue dia suka, "ak punya ssuatu utk km", dia bitnya "ap?", trus gue tunjukin kue rasa eju yg dia suka bgt "dari mana km tau klo ak sula keju?", dgn gagap gue jwab "cm nebak", lgsung gue senyum biar kegugupan gue nda kliatan. Hbis it gue ngga mnuju ke arah N'angel tp ke ar D'angel, gue ngasihin tasnya yg kemarin ketinggalan di mobil gue. "ini tas.mu kan?" dia jwb "astaga iya, maaf ya ngrepotin". Dgn tdk sopannya gue bilang ke dia, "kmarin ak ngambil buku yg ad di tasmu, ak udh jd org skarang dan ak udh bisa ngmbil buku yg ak titipin ke km", brharap dia sadar, dab yeah dia lgsung meluk gue, krn dia inget gue, dulu dia jg mantan pacarku. Habis meluk ak, dia ngulurin jari klingkingnya, smbil ngmong " mksih udh nepatin janji km utk valik dan namuin ak", *dia bilang gitu krn dlu ak prgi ke luar negeri utk nerusin studyku, dan krn it ak putus sm dia* "maaf" kataku singkat, krn ak bner" ngrasabrsalah udh ninggalin dia dlu. Krn ngga tahan ngliat air matany,gue usapin air matanya *ah, mulanya ngga berubah, dia ttp my little angel" stlah it gue senyum dan jalan ke arah N'angel yg dritadi diem. Tnpa ragu, gue narik tnggan.ny yg lmbut dgn pelan, ak prmisi ke yg lain utk keluar bntar. Gue ngajak N'angel ke tman gg ad di dket ruang td. Disitu tnpa rgu, gue peluk N'angel, dia jg meluk gue kenceng bgt seakan ngga mu nglepasin gue. Smbil meluk dia, gue minta maaf krn gue jg ninggalin dia utk kmbali ke indonesia, dan alhasil dia jg prgi ke indo utk nyari gue, dan akhirnya kita ktemu lwat tragedi keracunan kmarin. Sperti biasa ak kecup bibirnya utk nenangin dia. Ak usap matanya mbil ngomong "everything will be okay, i'll never get rid again, i'll stay in your side as you do", disitu dia jwab, "tlong jgn prnah tinggalin ak lg.", aor matanya terus ngalir dan itu bener-bener bkin ati gue tercabik krn rasa pnyesalan udh ninggalin dia. Ak kmbali jwb, "i promise!". After that, pandanganku kabur, dan ak kembali ke dunia nyata. Dari mimpi td ak blajar utk lebih jaga prasaan orang yg kira suka. Dan ak jd prcaya, bhwa tuhan tau apa yg kita butuh, dan ia slalu nyediain it walau kita blum minta. *ak bisa bilang gini krn skrg ak lg sakit,dan mimpi ini bner" jdi penghibur utk ak, dan alhasil kondisiku makin baik. Thanks god!Also thanks for my D'angel,N'angel dan C'angel yg rela brperan sbgai org keracunanan. Ah, klian bner" anugrah terindah in my life.

My thanks to Angel

Hai my angel..
Now i'll give my thank to you. Thanks for keep me stand here, i can be here because of you. You made me did it vecause of the spirit tat you gave to me. Yesterday i'm in bad troublend you keep me to believe that "everythong will be okay", if i didn't receive your message i though that i'll be unconsious yesterday. I really sorry cz i ask you to said that withouth a good reason, but that wat keep me going on yesterday. You also gave more strength after you said the same things as me, "good night my angel". A word my angel there really made me happy, i though for that eventually you kew my feeling, although it was silly though, you wll never understant my feeling. But that doesn't matter to me, you know why? Cz i always cherry my life, with. more silly though that you will keep stay in my side. Tat was strange, but i felt in that feeling. I alway though that you was the only one that stay in my side.
If you want me to gave some example, i can!
First, when my dad passed away, everyone that met me just can said it okay but tears is keep fall from their eyes, and dammit it saw their tears is just made me more crazy of being left by my dad. But you, you came and cherist me in right time, you said to e to keep smile any condition *i knew that you didn't know whats happen to my father at that time* but you were succed to mad me believed tha my father didn't left me, his body is left but his self would always been in my deepest heart. You know my angel, you were really made me believe that untill now, so i could stand untill now because of you. Then when my father will be burried, you and the other from bhe class came to see and cherey me. And you did it!! I knew that you are the typical of girl that relly easy to cry and i knew that you were give all of your sympaty to me after you know that someone i lost is my dad, and you were the first who knew it from me. When its your turn to shake my hand, you were going to cry, right?? But whe i said to you not to cry, you did so, cz you know your tears would made me more sad, i really aprecciate it my angel, thanks. If there wasn't you in my life,i didn't what will happen to.me today.
Another example? I'll give you more..and more until you believe that i realy really love you more than anyome else. A and now I really keep stand for you, i'll keep doing my best for you and my father. Everything that i'll get will be yours. Now I just cannot stop thinking avout you..

Oh, thanks again go wish me get well soon :), i'll get well as soon as I can..^^
ぼく は きみ を あいしてます。More and more every second, minute, hours and whenever i could love you.

A piece of story for my best supporter in my life

Annyeong my angel..:)
Trough this post i'll tell you anything in my heart for you..
This's began when i met you, actually saw you in JHS. There i still remember, i'm am ugly sit in the back and you were set 2 chair in front of me. I had been your secret admirer since that. I just can saw you back and cannot saw you because i'm too shy, although just to introduce my self. Teng..teng..rhe bell sound loud and the teacher came in our class, sevent bhe class^^m, her name mis.siti *indonesian teacher*, and sge would be our class teacher since then. The fiest student that she called was some one that i don't like until now. The teacher poud of him because he had aan achievement of potry cpetition. And at the end he ended to be our class leader.


His dignity as the leader is not going longer since we *bhe class* knew his trully behavior. He was really not suitable to be leader, he wwaa too arogant and cannot manage the class just with the fucking imagination that he said.

I cannot told many thing about it, it had been 4 years long ago, and i cannot remember all. I just remember you my angel. I remember that when we had a test * i really thank to you god cz i could.made an achievemen in 7th grade through my score in school, so everyone knew and started to realized that i was there not just because my unique name 'hobo' but i could did something well*. My angel believe that i could got the best mark in math as the ither material. She asked me "How your math mark? It was good right?" and i said " it's not that good, i just got 8.5". And i cannot remember why at the time, my angel said sorry so many times to me, she act like she had made mistake, but i though she didn't. And you know what? It eneded up like tragic things, she cried!!! Oh my god, at that time i was very confused, what can i do to.mad her stop crying? What just happen? Why i made she cry? And unfortunatellt everyone though that i had made some mistake to her, although i didn't nothing..aaa
at that time, Mrs.lasmy,*my best math teacher* joking and said that i had to hug my angel, i'm so embarassed you know..haha
Knowing that,my angel was just keep cried and thars really going to med me crazy. At the end, her boy frien came and thats not made she stop cried. Ooh,whats wrong with that day i though..
Altough i didn't make any fault to her, but i though that was the first time i made she cry. It was embarassing..



Enough for today, i cannot write more, i got flu now. And i wish i'll get well soon..haha

Minggu, 09 Oktober 2011

Materi MID Bahasa Jepang.ku Bsok

1. AISATSU ~ Salam ~

おはよう
こんにちわ
こんばんわ
おやすみなさい
ありがとう
どういたしあまして
すみません・・ごめなさい
だいじょうぶ
でわまった
まった  ①. あした
      ②. あとで 
      ③. らいすう
      ④. らいねん
      ⑤. らいがつ

2.Tatte kudasai

ーSinging- Same with ”Twinkle-twinkle Little Star” song
Tatte suwatte hon o akete
たって すわって ほん お あけて。
Minna de tanoshiku hajimemashoo
みな で たのしく はじめましょう。
Tepu o kiite e o mite
テプ お きいて え お みて。
Hon o yonde sakubun o kaite
ほん お よんで さくぶん お かいて。
Tatte suwatte hon o akete
たって すわって ほん お あけて。
Mina de tanosiku hajomemashoo
みな で たのしく はじめましょう。

Keterangan :
Tatte  --> Berdiri
Suwatte --> Duduk 
Akete    --> Membuka halaman
Kiite     --> Mendengar
E       --> Gambar
Mite    --> Melihat
Yonde   --> Membaca
Sakubun --> Karangan
Kaite  --> Menulis

3. HAJIMEMASHITE

~ ANGKA
① いち     ⑥ ろく         
② に         ⑦ なな or しち
③ さん        ⑧ はち
④ し or よん     ⑨ きゅ
⑤ ご        ⑩ じゅう

~POLA KALIMAT~
①.(KB) わ (KB/nama) です。
②.(KB) わ 〈sekolah〉 の (KB/status) です。
③.こちら わ 〈nama orang )です。
④.こちら わ 〈sekolah〉 の (KB/status) です。
⑤. Q : 〈KB〉 わどこ に すんさいますか?
    A → わたし わ 〈place) に すんさいます。 
  

Vocab :
Watashi-tachi
Koukousei
___ ねんせい 〈tingkatan kelas)


Barang-barang yang kita pakai:
ほん
buku
じしょう
kamus
ペン
pen
ボルペン
ballpoint
のおと
catatan
えんぴつ
pencil
きょうこす
buku pelajaran
ものさし
penggaris
かばん
tas
とけい
jam
かしごむ
penghapus
ふでばこ
kotak pensil

Kata penunjuk:
Kore -> ini (dekat)  
Sore -> itu         
Are  -> sana (jauh)
Dare -> yg mana?

Menyatakan tempat:
Koto
Soko
Asoko
Doko

Menunjuk someone:
Kochira
Sachira
Achira








 

Fanatict Lover (?)

Okay, now i continue to write my bla bla bla *alias GJ blog*
I had got new modem, so i can accest the internet again (Y)

A minute ago i read my friend's blog. He was like girl named Angel *my close friend* but when we're in JHS, Angel don't have the same feeling as he felt. I remember when we're in JHS he had tried so many things to make Angel know his feeling *although in fact the girl had knew it before he realized*. He had gave angel so many poetry *and every times he wanted to gave it to her, he would be so nervous and when he succed to gave it, he would act as crazy boy..haha* Not stop in poetry, in our last times in JHS, he being to be more agresive. He always tried to make Angel want to talk and stay with him *although Angel do that willingless*, that's was so pityfull scene when i saw they talk in quite place *he talk to much but the girl didn't respond*

Oke, smpai disitu tulisan berbahasa inggris.ku.
Actually ak cm pngen ngmongin kisah" cinta yang nda terbalas. Cukup sering aku nemuin kejadian like that. Mesti dimulai dengan cowok yg suka seorang cwk and berakhir pd cinta yg bertepuk sebelah tangan, trus pihak yang ditolak jdi agresiv, and that's will make the girl tersiksa. Si cwe ngga cinta, tp trpaksa pura" baik sm sang cowodemi jaga prasaan sang cwo pengagum. Ah, shit! That's not fear!
Ak cuma mikir apa yg ada di pikiran cwo td, okay dia cinta, tp klo yg cwe nda suka apa harus dipaksain? Emg ngga salah ada kata", "Cinta itu buta". Tp itu bukan kalimat ambigu, cintanya yg buta, atau cinta membutakan ita? Ahh, that make me confuse. Yg jelas cinta itu kaya air, keberadaannya ngga akan prnah hilang walau tiap hari diuapkan sm panas matahari, karena air yang nguap pasti diganttin sm air hujan. Dan cinta, sekecil apapun rasa cinta itu, aku yakin ngga akan prnah bisa lenyap dari perasaan kita, but apa 'cinta' yg kita rasain harus selalu dirasain orang yang kita cintai?
I THINK NO..:)
Beri orang yang km cintai kesempatan utk milih apakah dia mau buka hatinya utk lo, atau dia emg pngen buka hatinya utk someone special di hatinya. Perasaan ngga bisa dipaksain yato?