My poetry

When i feel sad or workless I always use my time to play my comp or make a poetry. I dunno why, my inspiration and my creativity just can appear if I'm in bad feeling. hahha..how strange I am..
Ne, these are my poetry (sorry if you're not like this poetry..)

Fool’s Spirit
Thursday, February 10, 2011

I want to go..
I don’t know where I want to go..
I just walk alone in this world,
I must walk into darkness every night..
I don’t know what’s my reason to survive..
I often feel that I can’t survive and I must stop..
But when I feel tired, when I want to surrender..
There’s something whisper in my ears..
“You must woke up and found your angel !”
Yeah, that’s word..
That’s simple word always gave me strength..
I can woke up when I fall..
And that’s gave me spirit to survive..
I do that just to found you..


Fool boy
Saturday, February 12, 2011

Oh~
This’ a bad day..
I can’t saw your smile..
No thing special in this day without your smile..
If I can draw,
Now I’ll draw your beautiful smile..
But I can’t do that, I can’t made you smile although just in pict..
I just can keep silent now..
I want to do something, something that can make you smile again..
But I afraid that I’ll make you more sad..
Cz I never can make you happy..
I’m thinking now..
I just thinking about how to make you smile again..
Maybe there anyone else that can make you smile..
You can laugh too..
And I feel I can’t do it..
But I just can do one thing here..
I just can feel your bad feeling..
I just can accompany you in your sad, without do anything..
How fool I am??
Why I can’t do anything to made someone who I love smile??
Can you feel this??
Do you know how’s the feeling of this fool boy??
Do you want to know that??
I know, there’s just one answer from you..
“No and no anymore”


A Darkness in a Shining Moon
Saturday, February 12, 2011

Here, anyone can saw a beautiful night..
There’s moon that always shine every night..
I always like the shining of the moon..
It’s like a diamond..
And it could made anyone smile happily..
But today..
I feel different..
There’s not light in the sky..
I can’t saw a beautiful moon that always be at top of me..
I really can’t saw it..
There’s nothing shine, I begin to blind..
It’s so dark..
I can’t saw anything and so my angel..
There’s not my angel here,
My angel that always accompany me in my lonely..
There’s not your smile..
Smile that more beautiful that the shining of the moon..
Where are you my angel??
Must I lost you after all of the time we spent together??
Must I lost your smile too??
Where I must go to found you again??
I can’t saw anything now..
I need you, I need you to saw this beautiful night..
I’m afraid, that I really lost you..
But, I have had lost you now..
Anything about you..
I just can expect and waiting..
Until you come back to me..
This stupid guy..
A dust in beautiful night
Friday, February 18, 2011

I’m here now..
Accompanied by silent and lonely..
I feel lonely in this crowded night..
Anyone are laughing now..
I saw them, they feel happy I think..
There’s a question in my head..
“Why I can’t feel that’s happiness and laugh together with them??”
It’s just a simple question,
And I’m sure anyone can give the same answer..
“Cz you’re fool, you can’t enjoy this happiness.”
Yeah, that’s word is suitable for me..
I’m not suitable to live in this place..
I need an quiet place and there’s no one here..
I want to run from this word..
I want to shout out so I can remove my anger..
And the sorrow that I know will melt away..
But that’s just my wish, that will not be real..
I must always hide my bad feeling..
Cz there’s no one want to know,
And there isn’t hand to hold when I need it..
Cz of that, I can’t enjoy this night,
And so all of the night in my life..
If there’s someone ask me..
”What’s the best sentence to describe you??”
I’ll answer..
I just like dust in the clean place..
There no one can saw me..
There nothing I can do..
I don’t know how long I can survive..
I just can wait and waiting,
Until there’s someone clean this dust..


I would be happy if you want to give your comment in this post..
Arigatou..^^